Tickling.Day One: Doc told me to write about things I love. I don't know why Doc tells me to do this, but I have to listen because mom always told me that doctors were even smarter than she was. I think mommy's the smartest woman on this enormous planet. Maybe that means Doc is the smartes man. Doc told me to describe a memory of mommy. Here it goes: She heaves a puff of her cigarette and smiles at me through her thin cheeks, and like magic the smoke filters through her nose. I want to be a smoker, too. Sometimes Mommy will fall asleep, and that's when I have to put her cigarettes out. They make my nose tingle and I don't like how they scratch lTickling.
Someday...There is this placeSomeday...
Beyond my fears, Beyond the blood,
And all the tears I see it only
In my dreams But it's more real
Than it seems A place where I don't
Cry or scream Where all my thoughts
Are clear and clean The sun gives light,
The sky is blue No more memories
Left of you The air smells sweet
And not like vomit My skin is new,
No more scars on it The illussions are gone
And everything's real I finally know
What it's like to feel Something other
Than this pain The voices ar
For You...Don't you know She bleeds for you, For eveything You say and do? Don't you know You hold her heart? Can't you see her Fall apart? She hurts just to feel your touch She lives her life in denial You treat her like shit, and she loves you so much She bleeds only to make you smile Can't you seeFor You...
The pain she's in? Your heart is all She wants to win And for you, she keeps on trying And believing all your lies Don't you know that she is dying? Can't you see it in her eyes? She falls just to make you laugh She breaks just to
Fuck Ode to Joy"Fuck Ode to Joy"Fuck Ode to Joy
Blood smeared upon my face But murder's not the case My lips stained with its bitter taste This brain of mine put to waste
My only recollection Of what has happened Is my bleeding incision Alcohol impairs my vision
My voice a broken record Replaying the days in fast forward Offering anything and everything, I can’t afford My soul a threat to the lord
Paranoid and over protective Normally a push over But this time I won’t give (in) This is no fucking way to live
Break me apart Pick thr
keep up the good work ^_^
-Manda ^_^
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the "Impossibly Cute" ^_^
"We sell our shadow to those who stand within it" -Marilyn Manson
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This is stock. This is me.
im really bored so im doing this thing!
if your a dragonball Z fan raise your hand
now spread it to everyone! let em know where it came from folks!
(kinda like spread the DA love but different i want to see how many ppl this can get to)
tell em all to come see me! shadystar!!!!! (coughs hack! ok i think i swallowed a bug)
if you get this come see shadystar tell her your a fan of DBZ!
(if your not a fan then disregaurd this message)
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alucard stop touching my boobs
you know you want it [link]
commissions are open
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alucard stop touching my boobs
you know you want it [link]
commissions are open
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alucard stop touching my boobs
you know you want it [link]
commissions are open
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